Would it be alright?

so I didn't sleep again last night so when I called mom to cancel lunch she flipped out again... same bullshit... I'm a liar, I don't care about her, and I don't love her... well the truth is I am not a liar and I do love and care about her... but she drives me bonkeys... everything I do is wrong... everything I say is wrong... I'm sick of it I really am...

on another topic I did my orientation today and it was boring but necessary... then came home and Ross was here... we talked and all and Raven got home and finally did the dishes and clean his room then Bridgit got home and we talked a bit... Bridgit and Ross are a little strange together they started talking about goats and sex... LOL... ah well love them anyway... well I'm off to bed right away and sleep so I can go to work...