PMS

OMFGoddess... feel like killing... finally got my rag after 3 months and bitchy as hell... everything pisses me off only thing keeping me sane is music... can't sleep again and missed another day of work... just really depressed again... thinking about how my life is going no where and how I cant lose weight and having no boyfriend going on 2 years.. guys see my fat body and run the other way except for certain guys and I know this sounds shallow and hipocritical but I don't want to date an overweight guy... for more reasons than one first of all if any of you are overweight then you'll understand that it is hard to have sex with a guy just as big as me or bigger... but anywho... thats all I'm gonna bitch about today
later
Callie