Yearnings and Wishes

I just realized that my wants and loves have turned into yearnings and wishes... I used to want a boyfriend and a baby (not together of course) but now I yearn for those things... although of course I also wish to get laid :) I wish to be thinner, richer and have a job I love... I wish I didn't have as many flaws... I'm going to let you readers in on a secret about me... I sometimes cry myself to sleep... its not something I'm proud of but even having roommates I sometimes feel soo alone... I also daydream alot I daydream about my life being better and about me being pretty... stupid huh... I've soo world tired just need to have a small eternal slumber


later guys
Callie